Your first name of Barica contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.