Your name of Benjawan has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. If you feel that anyone is prying into your life, you try to steer conversations away from yourself. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Although you would give anything to be spontaneous, fun-loving, and natural, your name makes you very serious and self-conscious instead. Because of the sensitivity of your nature, you are easily hurt and offended. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. You could be very creative in composition or poetry. You have a clever, quick, and analytical mind and you could enjoy and excel in music and drama, or along scientific and mathematical lines. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom.
