Your first name of Benservita contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. Thus you are subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, and weakness in the fluid functions such as kidney or bladder problems, swelling of the legs and ankles, or a weakness in the female organs. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. Problems could also develop in the heart, lungs, or bronchial area. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
