Your first name of Calarda has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You love children and could enjoy teaching. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.