Your first name of Chayan contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. Because you are very sensitive, you feel the need of support and approval from others. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
