Your first name of Derjaha has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. If someone misrepresents you or makes a joke out of something important to you, you withdraw and use silence as a method of making the person aware of the inappropriate comments. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.
