The name of Deronda has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. You are sympathetic to the needs of others and generous in your aspirations to help people. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. You dream of romance, but you have experienced heartache because of your idealistic qualities. You wonder about their origin. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.