Your first name of Deshanda has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. Under just the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.