Your first name of Deshawna has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.