Your name of Deshawndra has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. Because of the sensitivity of your nature, you are easily hurt and offended. In matters of the heart, you must guard against jealousy and suspicion. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. Although you would give anything to be spontaneous, fun-loving, and natural, your name makes you very serious and self-conscious instead. If you feel that anyone is prying into your life, you try to steer conversations away from yourself. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You do not find it easy to articulate your deeper thoughts and feelings; it is much easier for you to pen your thoughts. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.