Your name of Esmiralda makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Being sensitive, you can be easily hurt and offended, taking seriously the comments made in jest by others. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. You have difficulty in laughing at yourself, yet your face rarely reveals the reactions you may be experiencing within. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. However, if provoked, you retaliate candidly because of your difficulty in finding the right diplomatic words to create understanding. You enjoy practical creativity which calls upon your originality and ingenuity. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.