Your first name of Fansayde has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.