Your first name of Fareeda has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You are an emotional person. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.