Your first name of Fehmeeda has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.