Your first name of Gardenia has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. You have a clever, imaginative, and analytical mind, constantly questioning the whys and wherefores of life, but your restless intensity often causes your thoughts to be scattered. Your quiet intensity is difficult for others to understand and thus, you are on guard for fear of being ridiculed or criticized. This name makes you extremely sensitive to thought impressions and, at times, you could struggle with feelings of despondency and morbidity. You crave to be understood and appreciated, but your aloofness and self-contained nature often rebuff the affection and love you so much desire. You experience self-consciousness and discomfort in association whenever it seems to be nothing but meaningless chitchat and sociability. You suffer inner turmoil and moods at times especially when you feel misunderstood, and being extremely sensitive, you are easily hurt and offended. At times, you may be subject to insomnia through an inability to relax. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets.
