Your first name of Gerusa has brought you enjoyment in working with people in circumstances in which you can organize and direct their efforts, preferably in an executive position. Because of your big ideas and vision, your desire is to start at the top rather than the bottom of any occupation, and sometimes you try to do too much with limited finances. You like to leave the impression that everything is under control. This name gives you an optimistic outlook on life. You have big ideals and dreams about the things you would like but you are not always willing to put forth the necessary effort, particularly if it means being subservient to others or having to work in an unimportant, menial capacity. As you are proud and do not want to leave the impression that you are under any difficulty, you always appear to have everything under control, despite any hardships you may be facing at the time. You have a clever, ambitious, discerning mind, and like to specialize in whatever you undertake. You like to give the impression that you have everything under control. You are generally good-natured, but may suffer with feelings of self-pity, particularly if your financial success is limited. You must learn to be tolerant of the weaknesses of others and be fair in your judgment, not measuring from your standard of practical thinking but recognizing the needs of others.