The name of Gilliam creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You desire to be recognized for your efforts, and, if you feel you are being taken for granted, you are apt to become intolerant, critical, and complaining. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Often you do the things you like to excess and, as a result, you wear yourself out. You have your own strong opinions and it is not easy for you to be influenced by others to change your mind once you have reached a decision. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. Your name of $ has given you an appreciation for people and desire to be of service in some way, perhaps in a charitable institution or in an education centre. Your obstinate traits and candid expression have, at times, spoiled friendships. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness.
