Your first name of Hawthorn gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. Intrigued by the mysteries of life, you often ponder the deeper reasons for existence. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. You are inclined to be secretive, sometimes suspicious of others, and you seldom reveal your innermost thoughts until you are comfortable and trusting of someone. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You are intellectual and not easily swayed through the emotions. When called upon to extemporize, you could be self-conscious and nervous as you prefer to be fully prepared ahead of time to handle situations and experiences. Any weaknesses in health tends to affect the heart and respiratory organs or the female organs. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well.
