Your first name of Holland has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
