Your first name of Isatvastra has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You love children and could enjoy teaching. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
