You feel awkward and embarrassed because you recognize your verbal restrictions in not being able to be as diplomatic, sympathetic, and solicitous, as others would like. At times, you are strong-willed and argumentative, saying candidly and to the point exactly what you think. When you cannot find the words to handle a situation, you can literally “see red” and want to strike out in a physical way to express your anger. You enjoy working with your hands, adding originality and novelty to your creativity. Your independence and self-reliance do not make it easy for you to accept advice or the opinions of others. Being much focused on your pursuits, at times you overlook the personal considerations and attentions that create understanding and companionship with others. Your name Ivan has given you independence, positivity, tenacity of purpose, and self-confidence. You do not tend to enjoy long-range planning, but you are very willing to work hard today to create the tomorrows. You could suffer from eye, sinus, or ear troubles, or experience headaches, and even accidents to the head. You enjoy outdoors activities with a few close friends.
