Your first name of Janilla creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. Through lack of discretion and being too emotional, you could attract bitter experiences and disappointments in people. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. Your name creates two conflicting natures. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. When you are annoyed or under excessive pressure, you must be careful not to be biting in your speech, fault-finding, and hard to please. Your difficulty in accumulating wealth or stabilizing your finances often causes your personal affairs to be in a turmoil. These upsets drain your vitality and make you tire more readily. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits.