Your first name of Johan has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.