Your first name of Johneshe has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.