Your first name of Joyan has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You are very idealistic and romantic within yourself and may have tried to express your beautiful thoughts through poetry or writing. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.
