Your name of Kolam has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Because of the sensitivity of your nature, you are easily hurt and offended. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. Your vivid imagination places you right in the story and even if someone calls you, you may not hear. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. In matters of the heart, you must guard against jealousy and suspicion. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.