Your first name of Lota has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.