Your first name of Mekayella has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
