Your name of Ndapewa makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You have a deep regard for nature, its mathematical precision and magnificence. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. You are often drawn into pioneering circumstances in which you work alone without the benefits of congenial association. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
