Your first name of Ndiarka gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. Even with lesser ones, you prefer to talk them over with a respected friend or associate first. You need to see a concept presented completely in detail before you can understand it, and if you cannot understand it, you come to your own conclusion and often fail to listen to and reason out another's point of view. Procrastination, which arises from not being sure of yourself, is one of your major weaknesses because of your preference to avoid issues or unpleasantness in all forms. You are not comfortable having to make major decisions. It is very important to you to have peaceful, settled conditions in your life. If you are employed, you would want a job that is secure and dependable, although you would be inclined to be happier in the role of a homemaker than in a role in the business world. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood. You resist being forced into change and could become almost impervious to new ideas.
