Your first name of Neelavenni has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.
