Your first name of Nehalkdeer has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.