Your name of Neidasha has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You love books, especially mysteries and romance. You intensely love the outdoors and all the beauties of nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. You seldom allow others to get too close until you are sure you will receive understanding. You find companionship in novels and can become so absorbed in your reading that you are unaware of what is going on around you. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.