Your first name of Neildes has given you energy, drive, and ambition, but also an almost excessively strong-willed and independent nature. You could experience a great deal of pleasure in outdoor physical activity or sports. This name gives the urge to leave home early in life. Over-intensity is your challenge; you put a great deal of effort into your activities, but often fail to take time to relax, to view your plans objectively, and perhaps, to consider the opinions of others. You rebel at restrictions and are resourceful in unexpected circumstances. Lavish displays of emotion tend to embarrass you, making you feel self-conscious and inadequate. If, for some reason, you cannot carry out your plans, you can experience deep moods of depression. Because of the restless qualities within your first name, it is very often difficult for you to find pleasure in ordinary congeniality. You become intensely involved with everything you plan to do, but the stress arising from frustrating obstacles or misunderstandings with others could prompt you to be intolerant and sarcastic in your expression, with breakdowns in congenial relations with family and friends a possible end result. While you are creative, inventive, and ingenious in practical matters, and always ready to initiate and promote new undertakings, you often experience difficulty in bringing your undertakings to a successful conclusion because of your own changing interests or changing circumstances.
