Your first name of Neitaru creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. The health weaknesses with this name centre in the respiratory organs, the heart, and tension in the stomach area causing shortness of breath and nervous tension, particularly when you are emotionally disturbed or self-conscious. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.