Your first name of Nepeta contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. You need to curb your inclination to daydream as it is detrimental to mental progress. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations.
