Your first name of Nerian gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. It is only when you are among people who understand your deeper nature that you can really be yourself. You take seriously any responsibilities that you have—in the home, in the community, or at a job. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. You express your thoughts and feelings best through writing rather than verbally. You are very conscientious and competent in all that you do. The experience of having your remarks taken lightly or belittled, particularly during the early years of your life, has caused you to keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life. For that reason, despite having good business abilities, you like to work alone or where you are making your own decisions.