Your first name of Neshara has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.
