Your name of Ngaio makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Being sensitive, you can be easily hurt and offended, taking seriously the comments made in jest by others. The crashing of waves against the shore, mountain peaks silhouetted against a dusky sky, are surroundings that help you to experience peace and contentment. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. This lack of expression causes turbulence and frustration which you could seek to relieve through physical activity. You are often drawn into pioneering circumstances in which you work alone without the benefits of congenial association. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
