Your first name of Ngateina gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. It is not easy for you to be expressive, especially when you feel deeply about something. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. These aspects are dear to you and touch you deeply. You prefer positions where your independence and love of freedom are not curtailed, where there is not the constant demands of people. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. Once you settle in to accomplish a task, you like to carry it through to completion, quietly and efficiently. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well.