Your first name of Nikolai gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. Your feelings are better expressed through writing. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. You can express yourself better through writing than verbally. Rather than arguing, you use silence as your way of handling difficult situations. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. You can be easily and deeply hurt, yet rarely do you make known your sensitive feelings. When called upon to extemporize, you could be self-conscious and nervous as you prefer to be fully prepared ahead of time to handle situations and experiences. Impromptu expression does not come easily unless you know your subject very well. Any weaknesses in health tends to affect the heart and respiratory organs or the female organs.