Your name of Nilopal has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. In matters of the heart, you must guard against jealousy and suspicion. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
