Your first name of Ottilia has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. You long for freedom from restrictions and for outlets for your restless qualities, and cannot tolerate drudgery and monotony. During such challenging moments, you tend to be temperamental and reactionary, perhaps showing your disapproval through blunt expression or a chilly silence that can hurt others even worse than words. It is not easy for you to take advice, subsequently; you tend to work alone or independently. You are easily hurt and offended. However, routine and detail represent stagnation to you, and you tend to scatter your efforts, concentrating only on those areas that are of keen interest at the moment. It is rather difficult for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings unless you are very sure you will not be misunderstood. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets. The nervous intensity experienced with this name can lead to health weaknesses centring in the heart, lungs, or stomach.
