Your first name of Penatra has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.