Your first name of Penemue creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.
