Your first name of Penthesiea has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. Your close friends are few. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.