Your first name, Pillan, creates an independent, determined, and persevering nature. You feel awkward and embarrassed because you recognize your verbal restrictions in not being able to be as diplomatic, sympathetic, and solicitous, as others would like. You gain satisfaction from the pursuit of active undertakings using your abilities to improvise and create in a physical way. You do not tend to enjoy long-range planning, but you are very willing to work hard today to create the tomorrows. It is not a part of your nature to observe and return in kind the little attentions and gestures of affection of close associates. This name causes you to suffer with self-consciousness in new situations and an inability to be diplomatic when situations warrant. You are not afraid to try new activities in order to lead the way for others. As it is challenging for you to express emotional sentiments, you avoid such situations if you can. This name causes weaknesses to the senses of the head. You are loyal in friendships and express candidly.
