Your first name, Pillian, creates an independent, determined, and persevering nature. When you are challenged in this way, it is frustrating for you not to be able to find the words to handle confrontational situations. You are not afraid to try new activities in order to lead the way for others. This name causes you to suffer with self-consciousness in new situations and an inability to be diplomatic when situations warrant. You do not like crowds, you like to be on your own or with a few close friends. When you cannot find the words to handle a situation, you can literally “see red” and want to strike out in a physical way to express your anger. You appreciate honesty and you are loyal to friends and family and will go to great lengths to help someone in need. As it is challenging for you to express emotional sentiments, you avoid such situations if you can. This name causes weaknesses to the senses of the head. You are loyal in friendships and express candidly.