Your first name of Pushparenu has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You are an emotional person. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
