Your first name of Qadaysha has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods.
